-The
Free Lance-Star – Nov 30th 1987
The whirring
blades did not blow coolness through the room, only pushed the musty odor of
rot, once every forty-five seconds, into the bathroom, where they huddled—the
child, Liddy, sinking her head into a pit bull’s brown fur coat. She was quiet.
The pit-bull, Warbux, perked its ears with each rise of the girl’s chest.
Curled upon a haunch, she lay face to face with the dog’s curled body. The dry
stink of her breath blew in and out by its nose. Past the tiled floor, in the
living room, a harsh yellowing desk lamp illuminated the stains drying on the
carpet and the nearby fan-head, on its 321st oscillation, clicked,
motor sputtering, and died, leaving stillness and silence. Warbux barked, his
eyes still closed. They opened slowly, one following behind the other, so that
his view was cross-eyed. Scanning the doorframe, the dog waited. Nothing moved
in either room. After three or four
minutes Warbux settled, resting its head on its paws, now licked clean of
sticky iron, and watched the reflection of moonbeams dance across ceramic tile.
The night was warm
and despite the humidity, or maybe because of it, Warbux’s tongue lolled,
swollen, outside of its mouth where it was unguarded to the taste of spoiled
meat. The coughs and panting of the dog resonated in the bathroom, amplified in
the toilet basin, yet Liddy did not stir. Warbux smacked its lips. Without
warning, he unwound his neck from the girl and sat at attention, listening as
if he had heard some noise at the far end of the house. Warbux stopped panting.
The sound came again. A sound like a croak or the widowed motorcycle in the
garage grinded, muffled by the maze of hallways, listlessly in Warbux’s head.
Lifting its head,
Warbux turned to where Liddy lay, nursing on the pit bull’s ankle. For a brief
moment, as she shifted away from the contracting leg muscles of the dog, an
eyelash fluttered; she twisted aside and grabbed ahold of a small dirty
washcloth, which the pit-bull had pulled from the closet, and formed it in
front of her like a teddy bear. She breathed deeper than before, only once, and
slept.
Standing, the pit-bull
smelled her hair, taking a few long pulls on it. Liddy was an earthy smell – of
grass and oil and piss, a subtle reminder of life penetrating the suffocating
smells of fermenting innards from the next room. Before leaving, Warbux leaned
his head in the toilet bowl, as he had shown Liddy two days before, and
refreshed himself with a cool drink.
The wood floor
creaked under Warbux’s feet when he left the bathroom, as he skirted the shag
carpet embellishing the center of the room.
It was as though the whole woven rug had been seeped with the poison
that lay upon it. The dog did not look upon the man or how he had fallen upon
the woman. His arms cleaved behind her, rigid and grasping as if they were half
cooked spaghetti bathed in a sour sauce. His eyes did not follow Warbux, nor
did the dog make eye contact with him. The pit-bull only looked towards the
bits of jelly cascading, dry, rusty and thick, to the floor, or sniffed at the
shattered bone ash. The woman on the floor watched him with opaque blindness.
Her head was
tilted back, and she was in the middle of pushing the man away with her
forearms. Her hands were clean of his filth but the delicate pattern of blood
cloaked her splotchy arms to the elbow.
Warbux started
towards her. It stopped just short of the maroon inkblot and the man’s
lightening toy. Her eyes hadn’t followed the dog; they only stared through the
bathroom door to the little girl in Dora pajamas, sucking her thumb. Three suns
earlier, when the man and the woman had hurled thunder back and forth, when
they both had gone down, her eyes had been the ocean – dark, sandy green and
reflecting the desk lamp. Now they were clogged with the detritus of plastic
bags and seagull skeletons. Warbux wrinkled its nose and sneezed six times,
layering a mist of snot upon the dead on the floor. A sputtering cry came from
down the hallway, near the other end of the house. The paw prints Warbux left
on the floor alternated between half articulated red patches and nothing as he
loped towards the noise.
Erin’s feet were
still strung though the holes on the bottom of the baby bouncer and a different
stain soiled the carpet of the nursery. Warbux’s nose sniffed at Erin’s
forehead, but the impossibly small child batted away the wet and cold bauble
with little fists. Erin made a hacking sound that lasted for almost thirty
seconds. Warbux’s ears dropped and it backed away from the sound before
circumnavigating the room and coming upon the baby’s other side. The next time
the dog approached Erin, she let it come. Her head lolled from side to side and
her eyes were half open. She reached for Warbux’s ears, and the dog felt the
pinch as she tugged on it. Warbux did not move, but waited. The moonlight had
not entered this room but light began to creep in from the east, bringing with
it a new rolling current of moisture, and inferno. It was the sunlight warming
Warbux’s face that woke him, not the gentle release of Erin’s hand. Warbux had
not noticed when the girl had released him, only that now she had. It nudged
the baby seat but no sounds came and when it licked her elbow nothing in the
house stirred. The dog walked away.
Before returning
to where Liddy slept, curled in the towels she had pulled from the linen closet
deep in the night, Warbux trotted to the kitchen and pulled a bag of greasy
chips from the shelf he had only been able to reach because he had long since
learned how navigate the chair, kitchen table and countertop like a cat in his
puppy years. The bag was almost as big as he was—one of those supersized
numbers. He dragged it, a hunter and his venison, through the hallway, passed
the door with the slumped baby bounce, passed the laundry room where a green
light blinked on the dryer, passed the set of the murder suicide and the broken
fan and the yellowing spotlight and into the bathroom. Two weeks later, when a
relative came to check up on her sister, Liddy was given a new family, and the
dog taken away by animal control.
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